Mum, i really wish that everything is okay. you are always changing topics whenever i talk about wanting you to get your Xray done, I understand that money is the big issue here and I really wish that we don't have to worry about the medical expenses even if we have to pay a lump sum of cash just for the treatment.. You are always doing your best for your children's and now that you are ageing and your body is failing, we really want to do our best for you as well. Sis and I are actually planning to book a appointment for you next month for your Xray and i really hope that everything will be okay.. Even if *touchwood* anything goes wrong, we will always be here with you and promise to go through thick and thin with you like how we used to. I hate to see you consuming panadol almost everything single day, i know it makes you feel better. But it hurts me like crap to see you consuming panadol almost everyday! Prolly cause someone told me before that panadol stays in your body for idk how many years.. I want you to seek proper treatment mum and not by taking pills everyday to get yourself feeling better for temporary. Oh yeah and also, I still remember that i'm gonna take you to korea someday! So please.. everything please be okay.. I just want you to know that you are the closest thing that i have and i love you so damn much. i'm close to tearing now, how unmanly.... HA!

heart of mine